Why do they come back into my life again?
Love me
Hold me
Gaze at me
Then they go outta my life again
Hate me
Leave me
Swear at me
Again, again, and again.
I find them bound to me
Hung up on me
The way I hypnotise every single brain
Wait! Come back to me!
Go away from me!
Who said you were ever my main?
Don’t you know me?
What I do to your love for me?
I drag it down the nearest drain
Who said you ever meant a thing to me?
No, you complete me!
Am I driving you insane?
Holding you, asking you to kiss me
Then laughing discretely at how much you’ll miss me
Laughing at how you thought this relationship could follow any lane
Tell me now, after you’ve heard this from me
How do you feel about me?
Do you want to complain?
Travel somewhere and forget me?
Maybe Bahrain, Spain, or Ukraine?
Or maybe you want me to explain
Maybe that will absorb the shock and the pain
Maybe you feel even more harmed by me
Maybe you feel like you’ve been slain
That way you’re gonna want to hurt me
Push me off a plane or in front of a train
I bet you’re thinking: ‘I never thought my only lover was inhumane’
But it doesn’t matter to me
It won’t stop me
From doing this all over again.
— Dee 51
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