I wish I could write this without these annoying tears running down my face.
My dream, my safety, my one, my only.
I could and I would and I will cry rivers for you.
Because you deserve an ocean.
You deserve a galaxy.
You deserve a universe and much more than just that.
You deserve an eternity.
The one thing I couldn’t give to you.
The one thing I can’t grant you.
I tried… I tried so hard to give you love.
All the love that I had and all the love that I knew existed.
I tried, my love.
My guardian, my prince, my best friend, my soulmate, my everything… I tried.
I thought I could make it work.
I thought I had everything under control.
What I didn’t have under control was how much I was growing fond of you.
How much I got addicted to your existence.
How badly I wanted to run my hands through your hair.
I lost control of everything.
My time, your time, our time together.
My fate, your fate, our fate together.
I lost control of everything around me as I dedicated my life to cracking jokes…
Just so that I can hear you laugh
Have a glimpse at your dimples just for two seconds
Oh how I’ve missed your laugh
“Come closer” to my heart, it beckons.
My dear, my sweetheart, my charmer,
Please bare with me.
It breaks my heart so bad to feel this way
It breaks my heart to have you go through what I’m going through
I sympathize with you because you feel what I feel too
We are apart yet I’m not complaining
Yet I’m not liking it yet I’m thankful
Yet I’m miserable yet I wouldn’t have it any other way
Yet I’m trying to think straight yet I think I’ve lost my mind
If I know one thing… It’s that I love you
If I know another thing… It’s that I can’t do this but I want to
I completely understand if it’s hard to believe or decipher
I know I’m typing in code
-.– — ..- / .- .-. . / – …. . / .-.. — …- . / — ..-. / — -.– / .-.. .. ..-. .
Morse isn’t better than me
What about my code?
Funny you’re asking
Even I don’t have it figured out
All I know is that fate will do what it does best
Decide for me.
I’ll be by the shore…
Pouring rivers into the sea
Trying so hard to turn it into an ocean
Although an ocean it will never be
No matter the effort and emotion
No matter whether I beg or plea
I could give him all my devotion
But I always fail to a certain degree
I crave his presence with every motion
My heart skips a beat with his glee
He healed my heart like magic potion
Kept the lock and threw the key
So tell me, if you really loved something,
Would you have the heart to set it free?
– Dee 51